"Anna Begins" by Counting Crows
My friend assures me "it's all or nothing"
I am not worried- I am not overly concerned
My friend implores me " for one time only,
make an exception." I am not worried
Wrap her up in a package of lies
Send her off to a coconut island
I am not worried - I am not overly concerned
with the status of my emotions
"oh", She says, "were changing."
But were always changing
It does not bother me to say this isn't love
Because if you don't want to talk about it then it isn't love
and I guess I'm going to have to live that
but, I'm sure there's something in a shade of gray
or something in between
and I can always change my name if that's what you mean
My friend assures me "it's all or nothing`
But I am not really worried
I am not overly concerned
You try to tell your self the things you try tell your self to make
to make your self forget
I am not worried
"If it's love" she said, "then were gonna have to think about the
She can't stop shaking and I can t stop touching her and.....
This time when kindness falls like rain
It washes her away and Anna begins to change her mind
"these seconds when I'm shaking leave me shuddering
for days" she says.
And I'm not ready for this sort of thing
But I'm not gonna break
And I'm not going to worry about it anymore
I'm not gonna bend. And I'm not gonna break and
I'm not gonna worry about it anymore. no no no no, no
It seems like I should say "as long as this is love..."
But it's not all that easy so maybe I should just
snap her up in a butterfly net-
Pin her down on a photograph album
I am not worried
I've done this sort of thing before
But then I start to think about the consequences
Because I don't get no sleep in a quiet room and...
The time when kindness falls like rain
It washes me away and Anna begins change my mind
And every time she sneezes I believe it's love
and oh lord.... I'm not ready for this sort of thing
She s talking in her sleep-it s keeping me awake
And Anna begins to toss and turn
And every word is nonsense but I understand and
oh lord. I'm not ready for this sort of thing
Her kindness bangs a gong
It's moving me along and Anna begins to fade away
It s chasing me away.
She dissappears, and oh lord I'm not ready for this sort of thing
God, who puts a Counting Crows at the beginning of there post. Woot, Alright, Awesome. Well, I will recap on the days off so far. The turkey break has been a fun and furious past 2 days, only to get crazier the next 2 days with wrestling.
Well, Yesterday at school I was completely awful. It was the first day I didn't even try to talk to Rach today before school. Doesn't mean I wasn't thinking about her. She told me that she wasn't going to talk wednesday because she didn't want get anyone in trouble or start more drama. That really set the tone for the whole day at school. I told Annie about the AP Euro homework the night before , so I knew I knew about it about it, but somewhere from then and when I first walked into school, I had comepletely forget all about it. Yeah, The nigth before sucked. Anyway, well I didn't have that, but that class was ok... I wore my tiara. Look, it was manly, I swear. I found it on around a desk near me. That mad the class for me, maybe also the 20 points I got for helping annie with like 4 crosswords answers... it was so cool, and cheap, but really cool. The we went to 6th, but yeah, that was completely boring. I just sat there and watched Alexa cut out random tennis sayings and pictures. Thaat was about it. Then lunch came. Lunch was an emotional rollercoster that sucked nuts. I was just gonna sit at my usual table, but no one showed up, so I went to the other one, with Rach. Instead of being right next to her, I was on the opposite side of the table looking on at her. Me and Ashley talked. We talked about alot of stuff, mostly what's going on with me and Rach. Ashley was getting mad because I'd look over at Rach and then get really down on myself. It happens. I really felt like for some reason, some how, I lost her, which really got me. My other friend named Ashley came over and talked to me for afew minutes. That was pretty cool. I just started talking to her but we have the same taste in music, and similar points of veiws on different things. The only thing is she likes Gwen more then Gavin. Gavin is the man, so much better then Gwen. Well there I was then, just thinking, looking at Rach sometimes, thinking how beautiful she is, thinking how she probably just didn't want to talk to me. I thought she didn't want to talk, so I didn't try to talk to her. Then near the end she sat down next to Ashley (The first one) and talked to me abit. I felt alittle better, but confused. The Bell rang, so I went to give her a big hug and went on to 8th. There I sat around working on some work for the project. Then I went off and just started thinking about everything. Yeah, The time went by fast, and the bell rang. Band was stupid. Most the time the percussionist were just getting yelled at by Reeve. It wasn't very cool. Me and Crea talked alot, because we weren't playing. We played some song Christmas Spectactular... It was cool. That was the end of school, and the beginning of the cool stuff.
I got home and went only. I get an im from annie's screen name saying it's Rach. We talked about stuff. It was nice to talk to her about everything. We only talked for awhile but it's ok. I got another im from my friend of mine, Mario. He hasn't talked to me lately, but he immed me, which was weird, but whatever. Next thing he asks about me and Rach. I was like, "Huh? how do you know about that?". He tells me how they were talking today, and they started talking about who the like, and out of no where she mentions how she really likes me.It made me just feel stupid and made me realize how self centered I have been about this whole Rach thing. Well, now things should be better. I know she different, but that's what cool about her. Time will only tell. Well why this was happening, Scott, MK, and Lou had come over. We were trying to figure out what to do, Kyle had a date, so yeah, we wanted to go out somewhere. We ended up going to the mall. YES!! The mall. Well It wasn't like most days. We started off by going to Old Navy and trying on the preppiest stuff EVER!! Lou put on a long sleeve button up and a sweater over with zebra striped pants.. duh!! Matt wore stylish small turtle neck with flashy tan prep coat with cordaroys. ME, I looked the best. I put on a long sleeve button up, super tight shirt and my own pair of cordaroy pants. We all were so sexy. We tried to get pictures for all the girls, but the lady was freaking out. She even said I DIDN'T look good. I can't beleive her. We were all SO going to buy that stuff too. She had to be mean, so we didn't. Riight. Yeah, after that little trip, we went to Borders Express, where I ask the lady if they had any books to help me pick up chicks. Actually, they did, and she took me to the area. I pick up a book, opened a page, and BAM!! Full out porn.. out in the open. Yeah, that's ok, right? We went to this furniture store to just lay around and sit. The guy came over and asked us what we were looking for, so I made up this total bullshit story. He showed us some stuff and let us hang around. We took some pictures laying on this really comfy bed. Well Anyway, after that. We headed out of there, and went and walked around. We went to FYE, and I saw my dear friend Margaret Kelley, I tried to talk to her, but she completely ignored me. That really upset me. Really killed the rest of the time. We just walked around after that... we were about to leave, then the big man himself, Tristan, showed up. So we walked around some more, got some pretzel and then Headed out. Tristan and Lou Raced. It was Epic, but Lou came out victorious. We then played some Mortal Kombat Deceptions. That was bad ass. Puzzle Kombat is the shit. Then peeps left and I slept.
I woke up bright and early to play football. Not just football, but 11 on 11 football with big guys in there late 20s. It was pretty fun, the guys were cool. The only thing was they had me play d-line and o-line. Yeah, that really sucked. But I got a td when they never even threw to me. That was super bad ass. The one guy dropped and I was there to scoop it all up, right in the endzone. Other then that, I did prretty bad on the line, but it's all good. It was awesome. We got home just enough time to take a shower and eat turkey dinner... at 1:00. Then after eatting sooo much turkey and other good stuff (like stuffing) I took a nap. I woke up. Watched the Cowboys game and now I am here. Wow, Kyle how the hell do you always type the much ALL the time? Anyway. I hope you all figured out where you were. WHEEE!!! Fuck you!!
"What does it take to be a super hero in my world, make no mistake these villians always get the girl" - "Straw Dog" by Something Corporate.